So I think I have to admit it to myself. You know the thing that is bugging me the most. I am not happy in my job. I don't feel that I am contributing to anything. I don't feel a rewarding experience. But am I suppose to? What is a job but a means to an end?
I go to work, put forth effort and earn a wage. With said wage I am able to pay my mortgage and live well. So what else do I expect? What else is a job suppose to provide? I am not sure, but thinking back there have been jobs where I was very happy with. Wasn't I?
I shouldn't question everything, but I do. Tonight's assignment is to read more about accepting life for what it is and not imagining what it should be. A thought is not a fact!
I need to digest my expectations and develop goals that I can work toward. I will try to eliminate negative thinking and focus on the positive aspects of my goals. Goal 1, I want to be a lawyer. I have wanted to be a lawyer for some time. So why not? That is what I should do. That is what I will do. I will find my way back to law school for the summer, going weekends. What do I need to do to make this happen - this will be an addendum to tonight's assignment.
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